I wonder

I wonder if i spoke, would you hear me.
I wonder if i told the truth, would you believe me.
I wonder if i showed you, would you be horrified.
I wonder if i let people in, would i still have everyone i have now.
I wonder if i kept on walking, would anyone follow me.
I wonder if i stopped speaking, would anyone notice.
I wonder if i just packet up and left, would anyone ask where i was going.
I wonder if i spoke my mind, would anyone listen to me.
I wonder if i died, Would anyone remember me.
I wonder if i told you i love you, would you still be my friend.
I wonder if i disappeared, would you notice im not around anymore.
I wonder if i was happy, would you notice the change.